Lack of a Better Word

Seeming to always lose, forever behind the lead, can only settle for less, never able to grasp more.

Every Path Leads Nowhere

A feeling flowing through my veins, Breaking the skin, thread by thread. Motion restricted, breathing disrupt. Walking a path, only getting lost.

Sleepless Nights

Sleep these days have seemed to scape me. I'm in its grasp one moment, and the next my mind fills with thoughts of what was, what could, and what is. These thoughts tear my mind to pieces, and there seems to be nothing to sort them all out.

If Only

If only things worked out differently. If only I wasn't so far and had no way to come near. If only our paths have crossed earlier maybe, just maybe, at this moment I would be happy. If only.

Blind

Never understanding, always a step behind. Only to guess of what is in front of you, wandering like you are blind.

Crucial Moments

You may never know when the next moment comes, where your faced with a decision you tried to keep away.

Floating

Bypassing time, moment by moment waiting for that instance where we are standing handing in hand, floating amongst the stars.

Love to Sing

sing with your head up
with your eyes closed;
not because you love the song,
because you love to sing

Fracture of Sight

I just want you, and no one else, and I want you to see this, so you know, and I can stop hiding.

Letting The Soul Rise

In time things will change, in time moments will seem as if they go on forever. These eternal moments with tear the void within letting souls loose the emotions that may have never been able to see the light of day.

Steps

Trying to take two steps forward, seems as though I have been taking steps backwards.

Broken Paths

Thought there was more,
Why has nothing come of this?
Do you not notice me?
Do you not care?
Or am I not observing the reality,
Of our paths not becoming one, but none.

How long I will try to believe, where I am truly happy. For now it is where I am

Milestone

Wish to not believe,
A dream can carry on for many days
Though a heart break can last longer.
If only the chance was taken
What is read now would never be written.
You would only hear the progress we have taken.

Bound

It has happened so fast, this realization of acceptance, accepting defeat, knowing the point where I have gone too far. This point I am at, time to find another who will let me pass this point.

The Near Distant Meeting

You want to let go, yet something keeps holding you back. You want to jump, but the one tugging your shirt back says otherwise. You can't see the bottom, which is just the way you want it. All that is let, is one step, and soon you will meet the bottom.

Just Wishing

I wish I can miss you more, I wish I can believe that around that next corner you will be there. I wish I can say you were mine, I wish, I wish.

Crumbling Mountain

I once thought it was all over, that everything led to nothing, all paths ended with a cliff. If I reach that cliff, behind me crumbles down to the nether, and I am stuck here, alone, just as it is today.

Free Falling

When that song begins to play, the one image that comes into my mind, the moment for which I long for, is you and me standing at the edge of the earth.